Shawn Needs Us Now

A few minutes ago, I posted this to LinuxJournal.com — it expresses my feelings as much here as it does there, so I’ll let it speak for itself.


Today is a day of grief for Linux Journal. This afternoon, Associate Editor Shawn Power’s home burned down — though we don’t know many details yet, we do know that Shawn, his wife Donna, and their three girls are escaped unharmed, but their pets were lost.

Shawn is one of the warmest, kindest, and most big-hearted people we know. Anyone who has met him, in the offline world or online knows that he is an amazing person, and is constantly focused on others. We at Linux Journal are privileged to know him, and compelled to offer whatever assistance we can in this troubled time.
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Something New

Something I’ve never gotten to do before.

Be Careful

A lot of you guys know that I have Obsessive-Compulsive disorder. Some of you may know that the disorder involves having intrusive, irrational, disturbing thoughts that produce varying levels of anxiety — thoughts the individual knows are irrational. The “solution” to the anxiety these thoughts create is to develop a compulsion — some activity or series of activities that, though it is equally irrational, relieves the anxiety.

I have a number of obsessions and the accompanying compulsions. One I’ve had for years — long before it was diagnosed — was the obsession that something awful was going to happen to my Grandma between the time I left and the next time I saw her. I had no idea what specifically was going to happen, but it was something awful, and it was imminent. Of course, I knew nothing awful was going to happen, but that didn’t change the obsession — it was there, it wasn’t going away, and it created a great deal of anxiety for me.

For years, every time I left, she would tell me she loved me and to be careful. Eventually it developed into the compulsion for my obsession. The ritual went like this:

Grandma: I love you.
Me: I love you too.
Grandma: Be careful.
Me: I will.

Now, I’m not stupid — I know that saying those lines in that order isn’t going to influence the Fates in the least. If something is going to happen, it’s going to happen, ritual or not. But, it relieved my anxiety, and we always went through it. I forgot until I was in the car on a couple of occasions (and nearly knocked the door off the hinges once to get back in). I forgot entirely once — only once — on a Monday. Grandma fell and broke her hip that Friday.
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Memeries

Saw it, wanted to. Answers must be a single word.

  1. Where is your cell phone? Left
  2. Your hair? Suck
  3. Your mother? QVC
  4. Your father? Bondo
  5. Your favorite food? Meatloaf
  6. Your dream last night? Lascivious
  7. Your favorite drink? Cucumber
  8. Your dream/goal? Escape
  9. What room are you in? Padded
  10. Your hobby? Métier
  11. Your fear? Existence
  12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Behind
  13. Where were you last night? Always
  14. Something that you aren’t? There
  15. Muffins? Goalpost
  16. Wish list item? Grip
  17. Where did you grow up? House
  18. Last thing you did? Above
  19. What are you wearing? Warning
  20. Your TV? Noise
  21. Your pets? Inquest
  22. Friends? Unmet
  23. Your life? Paused
  24. Your mood? Li2CO3
  25. Missing someone? Fifth
  26. Vehicle? Moves
  27. Something you’re not wearing? Pasties
  28. Your favorite store? Targét
  29. Your favorite color? #0000fe
  30. When was the last time you laughed? 01:19:14
  31. Last time you cried? Gone
  32. Your best friend? Mew
  33. One place that I go to over and over? Splash
  34. One person who emails me regularly? Google
  35. Favorite place to eat? Bed

Objects in mirror may be closer than they appear.

One Good (Kick)Turn Deserves Another

For those who don’t know, I’m a big fan of action (or “extreme”) sports. I won’t watch football, couldn’t care less about baseball, and would rather be covered in honey and left on an ant hill than watch golf, but I’ll watch BMX, Motocross, and — my favorite — skateboarding as often as it’s on.

I saw an article this evening about a promotion Ball Park Franks is running to raise funds for the Athlete Recovery Fund. They’ve produced a two-minute video about the Fund and what it does, and for every person who watches it all the way through, Ball Park will donate $1, up to $100,000. If you’re wondering what the Athlete Recovery Fund does, its purpose is to:

To provide professional athletes in BMX, FMX and Skateboarding with financial support after a severe injury and granting funds for rehabilitation, equipment, long-term disability and educational scholarships.

I’m always skeptical about things like this — they remind me of the “Forward this and Heinz will donate baked beans to starving children in Ethiopia” chain emails from the 1990s. However, I checked it out and it certainly seems legit, not to mention that tracking streaming video views strikes as pretty easy to do. These guys definitely have earned two-minutes worth of watching a video for the performance they put on event after event and all the kids (and adults, too) they’ve inspired.

The ARF video is immediately below — I hope you’ll take the time to queue it up, even if you just leave it to run while you go get a fresh cup of coffee. Below that I’ve included a couple other videos for those a bit more interested in the topic.
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[insert wittiness here]: produce

: produce

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